Pride is a dangerous thing; and, as I have said many times, one of my biggest struggles. It doesn’t have to do with looks necessarily (you would probably see a lot more selfies if that was the case).
I overstate my own importance in my head. If I have something to say, it’s probably the greatest comment that could be made (hence why I write).
My dreams have to be fulfilled by me, or they’re not worth doing. It also can’t be easy, or others won’t view it as impressive. Lord forbid people think I’m not working hard enough.
Does this ring a bell to anyone? Most people think that pride is connected to looks, but I think the more concerning pride is deeply rooted in society. The pride that tells us we have to be the best, work until we drop, and care what others think.
I was hit hard by 1st Kings 10, where the Queen of Sheba visits Solomon. It says this:
2 She came to Jerusalem with a very large entourage, with camels bearing spices, gold in great abundance, and precious stones. She came to Solomon and spoke to him about everything that was on her mind. 3 So Solomon answered all her questions; nothing was too difficult for the king to explain to her. 4 When the queen of Sheba observed all of Solomon’s wisdom, the palace he had built, 5 the food at his table, his servants’ residence, his attendants’ service and their attire, his cupbearers, and the burnt offerings he offered at the Lord’s temple, it took her breath away.
23 King Solomon surpassed all the kings of the world in riches and in wisdom. 24 The whole world wanted an audience with Solomon to hear the wisdom that God had put in his heart.
1st Kings 10: 2-5, 23-24
It took her breath away. This was a woman who had probably been surrounded by beauty and wealth her whole life, but something specifically about Solomon took her breath away.
Not only her, but the whole world became infatuated with him.
Well not him, but him as a vessel of God.
Beauty and wisdom are in each of us when we allow ourselves to become temples of the living God. He can use us in ways we can’t even imagine. Our names should inspire awe only because it should point towards our Lord.
It’s easy to get wrapped up in our own heads with all the things we see and hear in society. It’s easy to be drawn to wicked things when media twists it to be right. I know I’ve wanted to look or act a certain way that would promote myself or body instead of the creator who made it.
If we focus on what the world views as success/fame, it looks good on the outside. It draws our eyes, but will never fulfill us long term or carry on after this short life.
Anxiety, depression, suicide, bulimia, alcoholism, drug usage, jealousy, low self worth. The list could go on and on. They all stem from an incorrect image of who we should be, portrayed to us by society and media.
The Lord has something planned for you. Something way better than what the world tells you you should want. I have to remind myself of that daily when I scroll through Instagram and Facebook.
Pray that the desires of your heart change to be His desires for your life.